I had the chance to meet during my life time lots … lots of people.

And some of them … i meet … occasionally …from time to time … we chat and i am somehow trying to define with them … the past, the present moment … but also the future.

Analyzing all my discussions with them … i can only conclude that i am in front of a nonsense.

What they used to tell me they loved … 3-6-9 months ago … now they explain to me … with lots, lots of details … that they just dislike.

Some of them are even saying that they just … hate everything is going on … the whole discussion being in total contradiction with what they told me … not so long time ago.

I meditate … trying to understand the meaning of this nonsense … somehow judging them … but later on i realize … i am not different of those people.

It’s a little bit stupid saying … i love my job, my spouse, my car, my etc … and then say … i just dislike that .. or even worst … i hate it.

 

 

So … why this stupid balance of contradictory emotions?!

What sense does it make?!

Unfortunately to really understand … the meaning of that … i’ve finally accepted i need to come back to myself … and study my own behavior … then go deeper and deeper and deeper.

Why we actually …. have enough of tasting a certain type of energy after a while??

Why we want it so much … then want to run away of it?!

And why … we keep changing our mind saying today … i want this … tomorrow … i want that … and the show continues like that on and on and on …

Until … we finally accept it all became an emotional balance of contradictory emotions … actions … and results.

Maybe … i should start to ask myself … just after saying … i want that and that and that … if in fact …. It’s not an illusion … all what i am saying.

And be a little bit … wiser.

Ask myself … 2,3,4 … 10 times … do i really want that … or …. it’s only an illusion that i want it?!

But … truth be told … we are not … wise beings.

We act like we are here to experience … pathless paths … and nothing more …

 

 

 

 

 

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